im fucking tired of this ridiculous routine
“im fat i cant have an apple. ….lemme have those 3cupcakes, i’ll just purge”
im done. im tired of this shit!
im just not going to eat. im disgusting.
maybe that’s why my boyfriend pretty much hates me.
going to reach 80. then im going to buy my diet pills again and get back down to my glorious 73.
aside from being sad and stupid, i can also be silly and happy.